..sunshine through my window..

I am having such a good time hearing this song. It makes me more appreciative with whatever I have. Thou, I may be facing such trials right now,  there are certain motivations which I use to move towards my goals. After years of hearing this song when I was only a kid, I finally get a chance again to listen with this music which once in awhile was used in ponds commercial.

..thought it was done..

Sometimes we come to a point in our lives that we rather lie than being true. Perhaps it was a part of the reality, we choose to do this 'cause we might lose something we value. It is hard to be true at times. I f we choose to do this we may gain self credibility but what is at risk is this might be the cause of letting ourselves drowned. Drowned of what? Drowned into something that may only come once in our lives, an opportunity you have grabbed but was lost because of being true. For me this happens all the time. I 'm always torn with this kind of situation and I 'm wondering how this can happen. I always feel I'm lost in the midst of an intersection. I may not always know what is beyond with those roads. I've always felt that  kind of attitude to stand by with the decisions I'm holding into. But I cannot escape the fact that even I am ready in any consequences that may come sometimes it threatens my courage. I'm always asking for strength to surmount these trials.