new way to come across

After having my previous work, I think something has changed to how I see things. Things may not be always as clear as they seem to be. What is good about this, I learn not to expect things the way I want them to turn out as what they say, "come what may ". I am so afraid of getting myself disappointed. I think this is something that I should overcome, to be happy out of the failures since these things will only improve myself as I go on and meet another opportunities. Who knows that after failing what comes next is succeeding from this another chance I have seized. From the preaching I heard onto last Sunday which they called " Next Generation", where first we, as youth of today should lead this nation into its way up; second we, as the next generation must learn how to influence other youth to know God more & third we, as Christians must take a stand to show that God is within us, these things are exactly what God wants me to be thou, I admit that at times I forget to justify that I am a Christian indeed. I wish I could always have the guidance of our Lord for me to see things the way He wants it to be.

..sunshine through my window..

I am having such a good time hearing this song. It makes me more appreciative with whatever I have. Thou, I may be facing such trials right now,  there are certain motivations which I use to move towards my goals. After years of hearing this song when I was only a kid, I finally get a chance again to listen with this music which once in awhile was used in ponds commercial.

..thought it was done..

Sometimes we come to a point in our lives that we rather lie than being true. Perhaps it was a part of the reality, we choose to do this 'cause we might lose something we value. It is hard to be true at times. I f we choose to do this we may gain self credibility but what is at risk is this might be the cause of letting ourselves drowned. Drowned of what? Drowned into something that may only come once in our lives, an opportunity you have grabbed but was lost because of being true. For me this happens all the time. I 'm always torn with this kind of situation and I 'm wondering how this can happen. I always feel I'm lost in the midst of an intersection. I may not always know what is beyond with those roads. I've always felt that  kind of attitude to stand by with the decisions I'm holding into. But I cannot escape the fact that even I am ready in any consequences that may come sometimes it threatens my courage. I'm always asking for strength to surmount these trials.

...turn around...

An experience that was literally new to someone like me was the only thing I could say to call center industry I got into. In the beginning of the training the first thing that came into my mind was would I be able to adjust myself to a whole new environment such like this where I was not familiar at all. After a week of foundation skill training that was when I realized that I was not that bad to get myself adjusted from this thing. Until the production training came in after three weeks of waiting.
Another different experience of acquiring knowledge I could probably say to a call center virgin like me as they called it.Of course this was a stage where we must take it that seriously but that was not the same as we met our trainer which at first we thought would be not fun to be with. Things at first may be hard for us to absorb but as it went there we also got into acquiring the lessons which we literally enjoyed as our trainer cracked jokes during our discussions. We didn't even feel that we were about to finish the training for we really had a remarkably different experience for having a mentor full of sense. Then, the certification came in where each of us must perform well with the calls we would be taking because this would be the basis if we were gonna fit into that land of business. After two days of certification finally the results were announced and luckily I was one who passed it thou I was not confident enough that I could get there. Of course we were all happy and we owed  it to the people behind us who never had the second thought to lend their support to us who were just neophyte.
After taking calls for quite two weeks and having training for another account we were picked to undergo another training for a different account which literally surprised everyone of us. I didn't know if this was a good thing or a bad thing. As we laughed  about it 'coz we thought of ourselves as regular trainee was something that we just took as a challenge. Not as frustrating but I just wanna take it as a good thing more than anything else 'coz it will rather help me thinking it just like that. As what other says, "you can never tell". So, we are up to the test 'coz we're into it so there's no stepping back. As I begin my career in this kind of industry it's never a bad thing to try it. I wanna take this as a stepping stone of my upcoming opportunities. Fear may not be necessary to my vocabulary for it will always tends us not to grow up as it invades our courage of stepping up to a good future.

Song Hye Kyo

What a good movie I  had of about true love starring Song Hye Kyo and Cha Tae Hyun in "My Girl and I". All thumbs up for the story on how it was briefly shotted.
Is there really nowadays a love that can be so pure and true?
I cannot conclude an idea of which I haven't seen. Even I've been through to that experience to love someone.
But in this movie a true love was shown thou an illness that literally caused the death of "Jona" (played by Song Hye Kyo) set them apart.
Over the years "Gary" wasn't able to overcome the lost of "Jona". I was really touched and tears totally ran from my eyes as I saw the pain that "Gary" was suffering for he only loved no one but "Jona" who would never be with him.
I just wonder how a true love like theirs will only end up in a tragedy. For this I do believe that life has its different purpose. You cannot always expect a straight path on your quest for there will always be other side ways that you'll come across. And that was what "Jona" and "Gary" had on their quest. Thou it may be hard to accept to lose someone you truly love.
On  the last part of the movie "Gary" asked "Jona" if how it was possible for them to meet and know each other again. Jona replied, "it will be most likely as rare as the star appears in the midst of the storm".

For those who believe in "one great true love" this movie will keep reminding us of no matter how you may be apart from the one you love, it will always be love that will find its way to hold them closer even if it's life from death matter.

..ten love resolutions..

.. Ten Love Res0lutions ..
1. Nurture 0ur love by keeping in touch through text or spending
    time together thou time might keep us apart more often.
2. Compliment each 0ther's worth like by saying, "You mean a lot to me".
3. Respect each others individuality.
4. Caress each other for love is drawn out from actions.
5. Thoughtfulness is an essential part of a relationship. Just by giving
    simple letter or gift or by reminding your love how much you love
    him/her would mean a lot.
6. Honesty is one of the main key to make a relationship work. Telling
    the truth no matter how big the mistake will strengthen a relationship.
    This is where "trust" begins.
7. Trust is the main key for a relationship to work. Thou we are
    apart much often trust is something that will make a relationship alive.
    This is being earned not being imposed. Give trust to someone you
    love for one deserves it.
8. Faithfulness means admitting yourself to the "ONE" you love.
    The key word here is "ONE". Never drift on two rivers at the same time.
9. Understanding is accepting all the imperfections of your loved one.
    There is no such a perfect relationship. We just need to learn how to

    accept things even if it's good or bad from the one we love 'coz that's
    how the relationship will mature.
10. Love the way you love. Love doesn't require any reasons to
      love a person. No "IFS". No "WHY".

Perfect?

Things may not be perfect at all just like people who are born to commit mistakes. The question is why do we keep looking and asking things to be perfect. We always ask for more than what we already have. Satisfaction and contentment do not necessarily come into our mind. Every time we get something what we want we do still find ourselves wanting for more. Sometimes I find myself such absurd for I only find the happiness out of material things which do not last. Have you ever felt that being lost for something you already know? But it's just on how we look at it. Just like on how you deal with the things for nothing is perfect.

Life is never meant to be perfect so we must accept that this world has it's imperfections. Thou, life is not perfect never take things for granted for you'll never know that you already lose something important to you. It always gives us things that make us puzzle with. So the only way is to look for the shattered pieces of it until you finally complete it.

God created this world upon His reflection. People get persuaded that easily on the things that they only literally see. God give us the eyes, the soul and the mind for there is much greater things beyond the things that we can only see in this world. It's only up to us on how we'll gonna give a closer look to the things that can give us the true happiness upon this world of imperfection. I, myself would not regret of being born in this world. Instead i want to thank God for all the things whether it's good or bad with all I am now.